Anyway, I thought I would be really happy now that I'm off, but I'm totally the oposite! I'm grumpy! I don't have the car until 3 these days and I'm home alone with NOTHING to do. All those times when I had to revise I'd come up with all sorts of ideas of things I'd love to do like watch that film or learn the guitar or brush up on my bass, but now I'm here I don't know what to do. I sit there watching 8 simple rules for the afternoon. I've got to think of something. I'm sure things will get busier though, I'm going to finish the project off for Debbie and I have lots of hours for clearence at John Lewis.
I was really excited about the holiday, but now I'm not so sure. Memories from school are starting to come back to me, you see, when I'm with my friends, they're great, I love them; but when they get in a group (i.e. Nat, Phil, Ria and I) they act completley different! They alway pick at the stupidest things about me and act like twats! I really start to doubt myself when I'm around them, thinking "maybe I am being a twat". They all came over yesterday eve to decide on the holiday. Stone Leigh is all set up and thats fine, but they're more interested in going camping now, and I'm less so. But still, it was me that suggested camping so I can't really go back on it. I'm sure it will still be brill! I think the idea is like chavs. On their own their alright, but in a group they're twats.
I've cleared out all my paper from college (january until now) that like 5 months? Look how much there is
Nothing else really happening here though, I wish there was. Talk later, love you
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