oh blog....

Blog! Help me out! Oh....

It's a girl. Omg I'm being so stupid about this as usual. Her name is Kirstie, thought I doubt she knows mine.

She's in my statistics class, sits on another table. I swear though, I swear she looks round at me now and then. Our eyes catch eachothers from time to time. Of course I look away shyly.

It wont be long before the class finishes! only about two weeks, four lessons. I see her round college sometimes. I don't think it helps that I'm always with Nat. Anyway, I went to the toilet and asked the powers that be for some help today. I asked for a situation, anything. Didn't think anything would happen. But for the first time ever, at 5:00 I saw her stood on my bus stop. Stood there, on her own, open for suggestions. Her position? Right at the end of the line, no one in between her and I. I kept walking closer, I had to stand next to her... Although, hang on, she's stood very far down the bus stop and theres a huge space to stand further on, won't it look stupid if I stand next to her? SHUT UP!! DO IT!! oh shit. I found myself walking straight past her...

I stood further up the bus stop, feeling like a twat. But even then, I swear she looked right round and almost caught my eye. I think it was the first time that my bus came on time, and the first time I wasn't pleased to see it... What an idiot, what have I done. Will I ever get a second chance from the powers that be?

One things for sure, if I get anything close I'll jump at it