Sun

Firstly, can I just say how sorry I am for being so whiny in my last few posts. I never realise quite how stupid I sound until I read them back to myself. I'm happy really, see :-) Plus today has been a great day! Very productive! It makes me feel so much more relaxed and chilled out, just like I used to. Just like I will after uni.

Ahh, the sun is coming out! It was out all of last week and it makes me so much happier :-) Even my music taste changes depending on the weather! I'm so glad I've chilled out lately and that the stressful patch was only temporary. I went to see a band the other day and one of the support bands took me to another place! They were so floaty and dreamy, I'm so glad I found them! Plus, I've finished the last piece of coursework that I'll EVER have to do in my life!! Just my dissertation and some revision to go before it's all over! But I don't want it to be over! I love Cardiff University! Even when I'm super-stressed or have waaaay too much work, I love it! I do!

Life's really great at the moment! I can walk through the parks in the sun again, I have a brilliant pseudo-girlfriend, I have brilliant friends and I'm looking forward to the excitement of finishing uni!

So the other day Speed went on a night out to a club. The next day I'm wondering where he is. I kept going to visit him but his door was locked. I got to 13:00 and got worried. I text his friend and tried phoning him but there was no answer. So May and I start hammering on his bedroom door and finally he wakes up! But he wouldn't let us in his bedroom! Bit-by-bit he started describing his face and it sounded like he had been in a fight! We finally convinced him to open the door and when he did he looked terrible! Blood between his eyes, two chipped teeth, grazes everywhere and the fattest lip you've ever seen! What happened! He didn't really remember, but he remembers lying in a gutter and an ambulance picking him up and dropping him home. He must've fallen over and hit the pavement! What a mess, I'm so glad I don't get drunk like that!

My little sister should really think twice before talking about her sex life in those Facebook 25 question posts...

Do you think we are really free to choose religion? If I wanted to be religious (for benefits such as entry to heaven, a great social community and apparently religious people live longer) then I still don't think I could do it because I don't believe in God. Even if I wanted to believe in him, I still don't, so surely I could never become religious. Maybe you can't choose religion. Maybe religion chooses you...